i am hanging on every word you say @ on
im so fucked uyp and i dont care who knows. its thje first time and it wont let me upfate my LIVEJOURNAL and so i cant update it right now but i hjave to thank frank and jill because without them, i wouldnjt havbe gotten drunk tonight and im soooooo glad i did because i love it. and no one thins im stupid (apparently( because i thnink that they think i am, but they insist that they arent thinking im stupid and i just dont want jill's brother to be mean becayse he can be mean enought o hurt someone;s feelings and as i get teary-eyed i dont want to cry because hes making fun of me although
im sure that if i was sober i wouldnt be so sentimental about it ( i seem like such a stupidass). btw, ricky from WAITING THEORY is cool (the singer)_ cause he doesnt think im stupid and understands ecverything im sayign and everything im coming from.they say that all that matters is if im having fun and i definitely am :) thanks to frasnk and jill :)
Im so drunk but still i wish someone would talk to me and that livejournal would works so that i ciold update it and not feel sick. damn. =
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