i want to move out. i want to go to college and major in something i ENJOY [if i could only find out what that was anymore.] i want my mom to take me seriously and not laugh when i mean what i say. i want her to not betray my confidence in her and throw the things i tell her back in my face later. i want a bigger room and a bigger bed. i want to lose my virginity. i want a goddamn boyfriend. i want a new body. i want a cure for stretch marks so that all those beautiful girls with not so beautiful bodies can feel proud to show some skin. i want to feel comfortable. i want to breathe. i want to do something else besides going to the movies. i want this city to better itself, and come up with other cheap but entertaining stuff to do for those of us who AREN'T 21 and can't go clubbing every damn day. i want to change. i want to be me. i want to be comfortable. i want to laugh.