i am hanging on every word you say @ 10:09 p.m. on 02.20.2003

Ok, so he hasn't left yet. I'm a confused girl. But whatever.

You know what scared me day before last? I saw Tommy for the first time in a couple of days. And I felt that feeling, the tiniest sliver of it, that I hadn't felt since around my birthday. And it scared me... such a haunting thought.

And because I'll never be enough for anyone, especially you, I leave you to yourself and my heart goes out to everything you are and everything I'm not...

the past & the future

past × note × book