i am hanging on every word you say @ 5:16 p.m. on 01.21.2003

I don't feel this way for you and it makes me so glad. I no longer have to suffer for you, or for what you don't know. I no longer care, do what you want. You're my friend and nothing more and God help me I've finally accepted that, and it's great. I don't know how it went away, but I do know when. I just got used to you not being around and... who knows. You came back and things I felt had changed. I don't feel this way for anybody and it's great, even though I don't have control over the fact that I might feel this way again over someone else. But it's not you and that saves me from my thoughts time and time again now.

So you wanna be #104 on my Ring Sheet, huh? Too bad that now you seem to be taking a little more notice.

No more tommy.

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