I don't usually do this, but the day before yesterday I gave this guy named Bryan who IMed me online my number. He had seen me on MOC and we have the exact taste in bands and stuff, but he had to go and doesn't have a computer, so I gave him my number. Ahh! He called me that night but I was sleeping. So he called me last night and whoa... he plays guitar (and bass, and drums) and he would play Incubus songs over the phone and he started singing after a while (nice!). He wouldn't play a whole song (he's kind of self-depricating) and would say he didn't want to bore anyone and that he was making an ass of himself. I told him he wasn't, that it was cute... so he sang a whole song (Goo Goo Dolls "Iris") so nice. He's such a sweet guy. It was good talking to him... he said that I was cute in the hopes of him not sounding like a freak and it was funny how he said it... it was cool. But... if we were to ever meet, I wonder what he'd think, say, do, etc.. I'm so freakin' pessimistic and paranoid. I can never just brush things off like a normal person, every little thing sticks to me like a pin. I need a new perspective.