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First, Richard. Nice guy. Got retarded sometimes but we all do. Months after he died I still had his screenname on my buddy list, which to this day I remember. His favorite song. And every time he IMed someone he always wrote the same thing. It's funny the little, simple things you remember more isntead of the big things. Second, Carlos. Talked to him a few times, one of which I remember was an argument. To this day I don't remember if the last time we ever talked was left on bad terms. It doesn't make a big difference, but it's sad to think about the possibility. Third, from Sunday morning, Stephanie. Talked to her a bunch of times, since last year. She chilled with us in the mornings. Imagine my shock to learn it was HER they meant. The least likely person I guess. What I think makes it sadder is that her life was good. She lost a lot of weight over the summer... got her first boyfriend, they were both falling in love... started senior year, got her car back, and got a job. She was such a cool girl. Always smiling. It just goes to show you that you never know who's next. For all you know it could be you. And it's all terrifying to think about. |